I have been Praying all day.

Oh, Lord, only you know all the answers. I can only pray. I see my dad fading since Saturday. There is not much time left. It is all up to you, Lord God. I have said my peace about you to him. He is at this point where he rejects hearing it forever. He only needs a transforming of his heart that only you can do. You can only let him make sense of what has been told him through your Word through my brother and I. I want so much to see him in your kingdom. Your kingdom is described in Revelation 21:10  It is not my choice, only yours. You say I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy. Roman 9:15  I know that is true, because I know people including myself, who have received it. We are strangers here Lord, waiting for you to come for us. You have gone to prepare a place for us. John 14:2  When my dad goes, I hope and pray it is your will he come to you in your kingdom. “Most assuredly, I say to you unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” John 3:3  Be born again through the Lord, dad. Repent your sins, there is nothing that will save you from death except Jesus Christ, our Savior. The first death is Hades, the second death is into the lake of fire….. Revelation 20:14:15  If people could only read their Bibles, it is all there. God can only draw you to Jesus, the Holy Spirit comes into our new hearts, and we have discernment, guidance in His Word. I want to see my dad in eternity with all the saints, angels and Our Sovereign Lord, God. We all have a choice but, do we seek, no not on our own, not one.  He is the only way. He is sovereign over this whole universe. He is the I Am. Wake up look around you. Things are falling apart day after day. If you think this world is anything to cling to you are sadly going to lose your soul. If you don’t give your life to the Lord, you will lose it anyway. If you are a born again Christian you know the whole truth.  If you are not you should consider asking for mercy on your soul. There are no lies in the Bible, God does not lie. All the prophesies have come true since the beginning,  just as the prophets and the Lord said themselves. Men did write the Bible. The Lord inspired them to write it through the Holy Spirit. All of it is true, every Word. From “In the beginning”  Genesis 1:1 to “The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you All, Amen. Revelation 22:21

He who testifies to these things says, “Surely I am coming quickly.” Amen. Even so, come Lord, Jesus!  Revelation 22:20

I gave my testimony at my new church this past Sunday. I was reminded that in my conversion I resisted when the catholic church says now the Bible starts at Abraham. The first three chapters are not true. We are just not sure. There even could be a little evolution in there. I was basically asked to forget what I was taught from grade 1-8 in catechism over forty years ago. I knew I could never do that. I know now why. Beware of false prophets. Jude in the catholic and all other Bibles talks of this. How can they change the word of God? It’s to fit their wrong doctrine, their deception of you and themselves. They belong to their father, the devil just like the pharisees and the high priests who crucified Jesus Christ. John 8:44  All of these things are spoken of. All of these prophesies have come true. Jesus died on a cross for us willingly. He had no sin. He gave his life for sinners. We are all sinners. Judas sold him for 30 pieces of silver. Matthew 26:14-16. Matthew 27:3-10 fulfillment of the prophet Jeremiah. Zechariah 11:12-13

Dad’s on Hospice.

Oh, Lord you know we are preparing for his last days on this earth. I pray Lord that he is a chosen one. I pray your will be done. Give us strength as a family in this time of sorrow. Most of all let him be with you if it be your will.

Amen. In My Lord Jesus Christ I pray

I need Prayer!

I need prayer for my dad’s salvation. His pancreatic cancer has spread to his stomach. I need prayers because he is a catholic, that the Lord has chosen him for salvation. I also pray that he accepts Hospice services. This is a trying time for all of us. I know it will lighten our burden through the Lord Jesus. As you know my prayer is not that he is dying but, that he does not die without the Lord Jesus.

“Most assuredly I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” John 3:3

I have and will do the Lord’s work to be an outward example and possibly the Holy Spirit’s inward voice, will draw him to Jesus by God our Father.

Join me not only in prayer for him, but prayer for many who do not know Jesus as their personal Savior.

In Jesus Christ’s, name I pray. Amen

Pray, repent, read, follow Jesus to Eternal life.

I wasn’t a born-again Christian until March 2011. Now I tell you new christians, unbelievers. Be serious, God gives us enough to know that this earth, universe did not just come into being. He created it all. I know that because I was in the dark and now I can see and hear and read, The Bible, His Word. Not one of us seeks God on our own. He has to call us. He is sovereign and he chose before creation ever was. The Bible is for those who by his grace through faith will seek the Lord in repentance and forgiveness of our sins. Jesus was the atonement for those sins. If we believe in him, his death and resurrection, our sins are no longer seen. We have the Blood of Christ covering them. We are still sinners until he returns for his church, the believers, who believe without seeing, because of his Word revealed. No one can understand the Bible without grace from God. If you have God the father, you must have Jesus, the only begotten Son, made man. Then you have the helper the Holy Spirit for discernment of the scriptures. Only then can the repentant sinner have discernment. To an unbeliever, unrepentant sinner, the Bible is foolishness for the fool. If you read this you know that you may have this calling. Only God can convert the human soul. Nothing we do can earn us anything. We are like clanging cymbals, because without the Love of Jesus Christ, the greatest gift of all, we have nothing but eternal damnation. God does not lie. It is in the Word. Pray today. You can know you are going to heaven. You don’t just have to think, well maybe I am good enough, not one is good enough. Trust in the Lord. What do you have to lose but your life? It won’t be pretty, eternal suffering, with gnashing of teeth, in pain, where the worm never dies.

I hope and pray you are reached and don’t pass the point of  no return. God can draw you to that moment to give you grace. Why not get on your knees if you want a chance to know, to receive mercy… I fear God and his wrath on this world. That is the first step, fear of his wrath, it will come to be. Amen Lord Jesus, God the Father for grace through faith and the Holy Spirit for guidance and understanding. The helper promised to the twelve disciples after his crucifixion. We are buried with him in his atonement for own sins, now and forever. Heaven waits, Jesus promised he has gone to prepare a place for us and will come back for us, BELIEVE and REPENT.

The Word of the Lord is infallible!

In God’s Word the Bible, He says his Word is Perfect and True.

Be diligent to present yourselves approved to God, a worker who does not need to be ashamed, rightly dividing the truth. 2 Timothy 2-15.

All Scripture is given by inspiration of God and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness., that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. 2 Timothy 3:16.

Sanctify them by your truth. John 17:17.

The law of the Lord is perfect, converting the soul; The testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple; The statues of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart; The commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes; the fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; The judgements of the Lord are true and righteous altogether. Psalm 19:7-9

Therefore the law is holy and commandment holy and just and good. Romans 7:12

Do not think I came to destroy the Law of the Prophets. I did not come to destroy but to fulfill. For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled. Whoever therefore breaks one of the least of these commandments, and teaches men so, shall be called least in the kingdom of heaven; but whoever does and teaches them, he shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. Romans 5;17-19 

Every word of God is pure; He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him. Proverbs 30:5

These are the true sayings of God. Revelation 19:19

Write, for these words are true and faithful. Revelation 21-5

For whoever shall keep the whole law, and yet stumble in one point, he is guilty of all. James 2-10

You shall not add to the word that I command you, nor take from it, that you may keep the commandments of the Lord your God which I command you. Deuteronomy 4:2

Every Word of God is Perfect and True.  Amen. Lord Jesus

The Lord had me search for the right Church.

I spent several months at different churches. I had to search as a new born again Christian. I read and learned God’s Word in Truth. I had a lot of time to read and study, like all day for months. Most of us do not have that. I was as you know very ill when I came here in November 2010. I have bipolar 1 with post traumatic stress disorder diagnosed in 2009. I came from a crisis, near death of my own hand, to a vessel for his honor and his use. The Holy spirit within me guides me always. I will never be lost from his hands. Nothing can snatch me out, nothing. Once you receive his grace through faith you belong to him eternally. 

I can tell you what it feels like to come from there to here. I am free, free to love, give all my heart and soul to him. To live everyday doing his work. He gave me the gifts and I share them. Maybe we think no one sees or hears if we don’t speak but, they are seeing and listening. I make sure I have witnesses to my conversations. The way we serve our Lord are seen. People do wonder why is she doing that? Why does she have so much joy? I tell my mom why. She doesn’t get it. Maybe they both, dad and her will, I pray and others. To give to others in, love, joy, in peace, in forgiveness, in charity, in helping in something simple, in visiting the lonely, the sick. These are his commandments. The greatest one of all is Love.  I think back now from a time when I thought, I am going to be sick the rest of my life. I am never going to get back to the U.S. to see my parents before they die or me first. His ways are not ours. He can do the impossible. He can bring such utter brokenness, destruction, hopelessness to joy. He did it with me and he can with you. When you feel that time and when you say there is a God Almighty. You can look around and see that. When what is missing in your life is realized…He will be in your life to live for, you will turn to him because you were called. It doesn’t even need to be to that point. Killing yourself is no answer. It is not the easy way out. There is no easy way. It’s either God’s way through Christ Jesus or satan’s way. One wide path, one narrow that leads to heaven. Nothing can come from nothing. The world and animals, men, women, children, babies they can’t be created by any other source. It is God’s creation, was him and always will be him. He is the I Am. He called to all of  his chosen to do his work. Think about it. He took depraved man because, of Adam’s fall into sin, and is using us to His Glory after giving us new hearts, to convert his other chosen ones. Well after all these generations, we Christians feel his second coming is getting close. Even if it isn’t, we are ready everyday for that trumpet and call to him. That’s the rapture, people. When we are gone, people are going to have all kinds of excuses why. Believe the Lord’s Word. He tells you things way in advance from the beginning. Trust him with your life. If you don’t you will lose it anyway.

I got a bit side-tracked. I finally found a church that puts Christ first, no pomp no circumstance, just the Bible, God’s True and Perfect Word being preached and shared. I trust God and he has made my disorders seem like little flies I bat at from time to time. Of, course, I am not cured and I do take my meds. I don’t want to be healed. I want to live with my afflictions until that last day.

Can I get any weaker? There is no way, only stronger, through whatever trial may come. Praise to our Lord God Almighty, forever.

Thank you, Lord for Gifts received!

Everyday we need to thank our God, Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit, The Triune for our gifts. He gives us the gifts of love, perseverance, faith, hope, charity, forgiveness, his gifts. Finally after we devote everything to him, we see the true fruits of his love through us. I can tell you that I have only been a born again Christian since March 2011. I have been so almost destroyed in my life but, ultimately, GOD had mercy upon me a sinner with no hope. I knew at that time I was needing punishment forever. I could never ever be good enough. I was already evil from the beginning. He says in his word, not one searches after God, not one. Roman 3:9-31. That means every one of us, everyone, no one is excluded. ” Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot not see the kingdom of God.” John 3:3. He is speaking in context to a Pharisee, Nicodemus, a Jew, who repented and became born again. We know by scripture he came to our Lord with questions. Romans 3:1-21. He helped to bury our Lord after his crucifixion. John 19-38-42. Nicodemus and Joseph of Artimathea who gave his new burial tomb, were both born again believers. So in reading our Bibles, which are Spiritual Discerned, meaning you cannot understand without true repentance and conversion, we have the truth all of it in our hands and hearts and souls, forever. So if your Bible is just sitting on your table, you need to pray to the Lord, read it that he will have MERCY on you a sinner, without him there is no hope of salvation,  just destruction. God does not lie. He tells you the truth. Do you want to hear and see? Repent and Believe. You just may be his chosen. Amen, Lord Jesus, thank you for my salvation, a sinner deserving nothing but, your wrath.