Early in the diagnosis of my illness, I read this chapter.

This was the beginning of The Lord bringing me to a saving faith. I was reading my Bible both times of my hospitalizations in Lebanon. This chapter just grabbed my heart. It actually brought me to an early release from the last psychiatric Hospital there. My doctor was a priest also and when I told him about the verses. He said yes that will be. I was there about a week if I remember right. After that I was ready to recover. It was quite a long road and the Lord had me take it. He is with us always.

The Glory of the New Jerusalem

Revelation Of Jesus Christ 21:22-27

But I saw no temple in it, for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. The city had no need of the sun or of the moon to shine in it, for the glory of God illuminated it. The Lamb is its light. And the nations of those who are saved shall walk in its light, and the kings of the earth bring their glory and honor into it. Its gates  shall not be shut at all by day (there shall be no night there). And they shall bring the glory and honor of the nations into it. But there shall by no means enter it anything that defiles, or causes an abomination or a lie, but only those who are written in the Lamb’s Book of Life.

4 thoughts on “Early in the diagnosis of my illness, I read this chapter.

    • I knew then what heaven would be like. I was totally awed. After I got out of the hospital, I could not live down things I said and did, some unknown to me. I knew I would get better treatment in the U.S. The Lord was with me through all the terrible times. When I traveled back here over two days, he was with me. There is no way i could have done it alone. Then I got here and for a very long time I just existed. I was in crisis and my family there wanted me cured. I could not give them that. I finally had to make the most heartbreaking decision of my life. I could not go back if they could not accept me and protect me by not triggering my symptoms. They could not understand and as I said it was already too late for sorry. I was delusional and told I was mean and I could not remember everything. I am a liar to them because they still believe I did it all on purpose. And now we know Jesus saved me for His Honor and Glory. I am living the life he has given me now.

  1. Ok. Thanks. You saw a glimpse of heaven, which was what you need to carry you through those difficult days. It gave you hope, when things were bleak, that God was with you.

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