Time to close the chapter.

I have over time had hope of my family reuniting.  If it’s in God’s will I believe that can be. I am faced with everyday trying to live without them. I do well because I give the Lord my focus. When I take my eyes off him, I do not do well at all. I find daily reading, praying and being out serving others is my only peace. He knows that too and I give him the Glory. Everything I have done cannot fix my relationship. First it was I could not be who I was before without my disorders (bipolar 1 and post traumatic stress). That is not going to change and really I can live with it. I stay out of situations now that will cause me great difficulties that I do not need. I have with prayer decided I don’t need to be rejected by my husband and family over and over. I have since leaving Lebanon in 2010 become a born again Christian. It is nothing to do with me. It is for the Lord’s Purpose. I will follow that purpose for the rest of my life. It is because through His Word and prayer he leads me and I know the Truth. I have been told by my husband now that the breakage of our relationship is due to my religion. He says I should return to the Orthodox Church. He can’t believe just the few in my church are the only ones that will see Heaven. Throughout this blog he has read all kinds of verses maybe. I know for sure he read the following. He told me he would never read my blog again after that.

The one that stirred him so much was Matthew 16:24-28, as follows: Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels and then He will reward each according to his works. Assuredly I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His Kingdom.”

I choose My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ above all and that will never change. Amen! That He had mercy on me, because He has mercy on who He chooses.

“I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I have compassion”. Romans 9:15

So what am I saying then? Take up your cross every day and follow the Lord Your God in every way until he returns. But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, but My Father only. I pray you read the rest yourselves. Matthew 24:36-44

For as it is written:  “As I live, says the Lord, Every knee shall bow to me, And every tongue shall confess to God.” Romans 14:11

You will know he is the one an only God. Why not know now without seeing it at the end? No choice is still a choice for destruction by his wrath. Because he created in us a conscience that knows, a little Light to grow or to blow out forever.

Open Your Bible and Read Now.

If you don’t open The Word (The Bible) or hear it preached. You will not know until the second coming that Jesus Christ died for sinners who repent to be forgiven. He lived a sinless life. He was here and did miracles. We have read and know those miracles, not even all of them. If you could be back in that time and see him healing the sick, the lame, the blind, bringing back the dead. Would you then believe? We have been told through His Word and Blessed are we that don’t see him but believe him.

Jesus suffered, died, and was resurrected on the Third Day. Let him in to your heart, knock and it shall be opened, seek and you will find.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God.

All things were made through Him, and without him nothing was made that was made. In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.  John 1: 1-5

Jesus said, “Most assuredly, I say to you unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.” John 3:3

God’s Sovereignty covers all.

If you think you are in control of your life you are not. If you think the presidential election was in the control of the people it wasn’t. If you think these terrorists and deniers of God are in control they are not. If you think creation was created by itself it wasn’t. It’s God’s sovereignty, his creation. How can you look around and see everything in such perfect order? Before a man is his desire to be his own god. Man wanting to believe he is his own ruler over his life. Even by all the  knowledge of man this world is passing away and messed up. Yes there are earthquakes, hurricanes, floods by earth’s causes and disasters man-made and hate and wars, evildoers. There was nothing lacking in the paradise Adam and Eve were given. Yet they were deceived to believe God was not sovereign. I have seen because he let me that he is sovereign over my life and I give it wholly to him. Because if I did not I would go where no one ever wants to go. There is a Heaven and there is a hell. If you go to hell before the second coming (die without true repentance and obedience to our one and only God, through Jesus Christ), you will be at the throne of judgement and cast into the eternal pit of fire without God. You will know his sovereignty then. Even if you should be alive at his second coming and not believe the only way to God is through Jesus Christ, his only begotten Son. The same will happen to you then. There is inside everyone a light (conscience) that knows there is our One and Only God. When you stand at judgement and deny you didn’t know, you did make a choice. Because all around us is his creation from the beginning. Denying God is hellfire for eternity. Your conscience given by him inside tells you. He is there and was and always will be God, for eternal life in heaven or eternity in hell.

So be your own god of your riches here or other gods, or paganism, or all kinds of idols and religions that do not honor our God. Repent to the one and only Sovereign God. Amen. I pray for all, heeding His Word (The Bible) and not heeding.

We really can’t blame anyone but ourselves.

For one thing I did vote despite my desire not to. I even repented casting it. I felt like I was choosing between men as usual saying whatever to get elected. Both do not know the Christ Jesus we know. Sorry people you cannot add extra books to the Bible and think it is okay. Rev 22:18. Both have a derailed idea of Christianity. God says he hates idolatry, perversion, murders, liars, deniers of his sovereignty. Noah preached over a hundred years for repentance of the people while following God to build the Ark. God destroyed the earth with a flood for this in Genesis. He saved Noah and his family only. Then Lot was saved from Sodom and Gomorrah with Abraham pleading with God if you find fifty righteous men will you spare the city. Well one was found and his two daughters. The rest destroyed by fire and brimstone. The city was so depraved that the angels sent to Lot were sought carnally by the old and young men alike they surrounded the house. The angels blinded them.

Well from the time of creation after Adam’s fall, and through the above mentioned we have continued toward those ways again, all depravity is excepted. I am not judging anyone. I am also depraved, since no one seeks after God, not one. He chooses his own and they hear him and he hears them. This is all in the Bible, plus much, much more. We are spiraling down to the worst again. The signs of the Lord’s wrath upon the world have started just the birth pangs. If you don’t see that now you will in his time, not ours. So I implore you to study, open the Bible and pray you can understand the Words of the Lord. Repent your sins. There is only one right choice Jesus Christ. He suffered, died and rose from the dead to free us from sin. Only if we grab hold of his free gift of Grace by Faith. Is it being offered to you? Yes to all!  I pray you let that door of you heart open to him and repent your sins. He died to cover them. The worst is yet to come, he told us so.

So pray for all and never stop because by his own words we know what happens on the last day.