Faith Triumphs in trouble

Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only that, but we glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character, and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us. Romans 5:1-5

Straight from the heart the Lord gave me.

I love my life now, because I know of eternity with The Lord. I have had to go on with His purpose for me. With His Gifts to me I walk through this place.  Even though it has hurtful experiences from the past. The worst being separation from my family in Lebanon. I don’t worry about the why’s now. I just know in my heart any repair will come from His work. I now go for days, weeks not hearing from them. It is because of their internet connection problems. It is mostly down. I have to ask to talk to my daughter. She never initiates. These things are part of my testimony in the Lord. A trust in Him that goes beyond the beyond.

I have a mental illness that still flares up. If it is to be healed that is in His purpose for me. I still take meds. I am done with the new therapy they made me go to. I knew it would be this way, but guess what it was good while I had it during the death of my dad. It is also helping me deal with perseverance along with the Lord’s help. They of course say, stand up for yourself, which I have but, it comes out to everyone as my illness. A few understand my triggers. That’s okay if it happens it happens. I am sorry to those that have to endure it and to The Lord. If you don’t have bipolar1 with post traumatic stress disorder, how can you ever really understand it? Are any, except the therapists, psychiatrists, The Lord, understanding? They do because they are in there doing their jobs to help people deal with this in their ways. I trust The Lord will not let me slip into another great fall into delusion. I was brought to my knees by this. I needed Him and He was always there. I gave Him my life because He made my heart ready to give all my burdens and sinfulness to Him and He covered them by His blood on the Cross. 

So in the long run here, where we are strangers, sojourners in this place, we always have Him as our guide through His spirit and, His Word, The Bible. Everything is there to help you grow in that Love for Him. A love we know without seeing Him. He  says: Blessed are those that do not see but, Believe. Amen.

Update:  Now the Lord worked out something different. I can get my meds paid for but, I have to attend group therapy weekly. That is the way it goes. It is a requirement. If you haven’t heard many people in recovery from mental illnesses confess Jesus as Savior. Maybe he has more witnessing in mind. Hmm, we will see where he leads me with this. It won’t hurt!

Beautiful and inspirational!


From  servants of the Lord on His mission.

Keep walking with me.

Keep walking with Me along the path I have chosen for you. Your desire to live close to Me is a delight to My heart. I could constantly grant you the spiritual riches you desire, but that is not my way for you. Together we will forge a pathway up the high mountain. The journey is arduous at times and you are weak. Someday you will dance light-footed on the high peaks; but for now, your walk is often plodding and heavy. All I require of you is to take the next step, clinging to My hand for strength and direction. though the path is difficult and the scenery dull at the moment, there are sparkling surprises around the bend. Stay on the path I have selected for you. It is truly the path of Life.

July 14th from Sarah Young’s “Jesus Calling”.

This is in Memory of our recently departed brother, Jeremy. He was thirty-two years old. He walked that path and the Lord took him home. Our Pastor spoke of his testimony and walk with the Lord. We have no doubt where he is. If there were any ready to hear the Lord’s Word yesterday, they heard because he let them. Amen!

I love this inspirational book.

It is called Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. I find when I miss a day of reading, it is what I needed to hear that day.

Sample from the book: July 10

Relax in My Peaceful Presence

Do not bring performance pressures into our sacred space of communion. When you are with someone you trust completely, you feel free to be yourself. This is one of the joys of true friendship. Though I am Lord of lords and King of kings, I also desire to be your intimate Friend. When you are tense or pretentious in our relationship, I feel hurt. I know the worst about you, but I also know the best. I long for you to trust Me enough to be fully yourself with me, I am able to bring out the best in you: the very gifts I have planted in your soul. Relax and enjoy our friendship.

Revelation 17:14; John 15:14-15

Ask in Faith

Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we have asked of Him. 1 John 5:7

Yes, Lord this does happen all the time. My faith and love, strength grows every day. He is at work in all that he has me do everyday. For on my own I can do nothing to please him. All he has us do is to glorify Him.