I got hurt again yesterday by dad. He said to a comment I made he doesn’t like to talk about dribble. He said he heard years ago what I told him. I said well then why didn’t you just tell me the first time I said it. We had words again us bipolars feel attacked. I have got to help it with him. Mom and my brother went outside, he had come to have cheesecake and bring a BD card. He said dad’s always been like that. He’s probably bipolar too. What he said to me was uncalled for. So again I will try to not get upset. He said he wasn’t going to say anything to me. I apologized to him when he was in bed. I told him it’s just part of my bipolar, he doesn’t understand either at times. Anyway it’s very dumb of me to get angry. He is not long in this world. I wish I could just blow it off. It’s hard though when you are in the moment.